College is finally over forever!! I am so, so happy. There’s been so many times over the past 2 years that I’ve came close to giving up and I’m so proud of myself for getting through it. People assume college is much less work than university, but my friend who is doing the same course as me at uni can’t believe how much more work I have to do than her! So excited to finally be going to uni after the summer. So happy I got straight into 3rd year. This time next year I’ll hopefully have a degree! Not felt this stress free in so long :)
I’ve lost half a stone by cutting out chocolate. I know it’s not a huge achievement but it’s a start and I’m feeling very proud of myself! I really need to go to the gym but seeing as I’ve still got so much college work to do I can just never bring myself to go when there’s a million and one other things I need to do. I need a gym buddy!
Got an A for my HND graded unit, which means I get into 3rd year at my first choice university. So happy and proud of myself that I stuck with it for once and ended up walking away with the best grade possible. Still can’t believe that I got an A for both years, so excited to go to uni after the summer now, no more sleepless nights! Over the moon :)
Only a few more weeks and college is finished for good. Still feels like years away with the amount of work I have to do. Feel sick every time I think about it, not getting anywhere. Stress is giving me horrible dreams, trying to run away from a group of 3 serial killers is really not what I want to escape to.
Finishing up for summer is going to be the best feeling in the world.
So stressed. Cannot wait til summer. Only got a couple of weeks to get all of this done. Seems impossible :(
10,000 words and 32 pages later, graded unit is finally done and handed in. So relieved but since I submitted it yesterday I can’t stop thinking about all of the things I’ve missed out. So scary knowing that it’s done and knowing that one piece of work will decide whether I get into 3rd year at uni after the summer or not. Won’t know until the end of May, it’s going to feel like forever!
Got my shift covered tonight, so me and Jamie got a chinese for the first time in months and now about to attempt college work. It’s my best friend’s birthday on Sunday so need to have it done by then! I will feel so so happy once I have handed it in on Monday morning! Hair is getting long now, need to get all the dead bits at the bottom cut off so it can continue to grow, really don’t think I’ll get it chopped off again, ever.
Finally got my second uni offer. Need to get BB to get into 3rd year. Was hoping that since i got an A last year, if I got a C this year it would even out but no, haha. Need to get at least a B. Still waiting to hear from my first choice though but I’m guessing that will be the same! Although today I found out that the deadline for the graded unit has been pushed back 3 weeks which means I have until the 16th of April to work on getting an A or B which makes me SO HAPPY. Such a ridiculous amount of work to get done though. Once June comes and I’ve survived these 2 years I will be soo happy and so ready to go to on a wee beachy holiday to chill out before uni starts :)
Bought scales for the first time today too so I can keep track of my weight loss if there is going to be any, I’m hoping my motivation stays as high as it has been the last couple of weeks although i can see late nights in front of my computer trying to get work done resulting in a wee binge or several but here’s hoping I’ll stick to this!